Okay. How do I express this without sounding like a whiny bitch?

Um.

I want someone to like me.

Not in a

“Oh hey, you’re pretty cool. You’re a great gal.”

kind of like me.

I want to be assured that someone out there feels something funny for me. I want someone to feel like “Ah, man, I gotta have her” when they see me.

I feel like shit when my friends are involved with people (even though they’re not official yet) and I’m just derping around in the friend-zone. It’s a real blow to my self-esteem which I try so hard to maintain.

I always try to tell myself that I’m awesome that I’m a girl worth having. And everyone else is just a pussy and they’re intimidated by me.

It’s the explanation that makes me feel better about myself.

When I know I’m lonely because I’m an anti-social bitch who thinks she’s better than everyone else.

Am I just being hard to get or am I just not worth the effort?

1. keepitfivestar said: I’ve been in your situation & it’s rough, but the right person will come along for you. It sounds cliche but it’s true. You’re still young. You have a lot to offer. Smart, funny, you’re cute. Sometimes it just takes a little longer for others.
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